Headache continued...

I forgot to go to sleep last night.  That's just stupid.  My C.O.P.D. has been bad too.  The cold and wind make it bad.  And.....i need to walk my dog a few times a day.  I know.  Boo-Hoo right?  What can I say?  It gets scary when ya can hardly breathe.

The Sinner.

Loving the new mini-series....The Sinner with Jessica Beil.  It's soooo good.
Weather has been beautiful lately but I'm still depressed.   I will say that I had a great day Wednesday.   Very productive.  I Need more days like that.
Autumn is coming and I have painting and yard work and some repairs....don't we all.
      Peace

Remind me. It's been awhile.

I am trying to get a blog back up.   Please remind me how to follow someone or add them to my reading list.  Thanks.

...Blow of mercy: What No One Talks About When They Recover From Anorexia*

...Blow of mercy: What No One Talks About When They Recover From Anorexia*

Argh!

Nope.  Wrong blog.

Where am I now?

It seems like I am at my long ago ORIGINAL blog.  Not sure how I got here but hope I can find it again.  And I see my regular people from like 2014.  We shall see.

1 YEAR

I finally found my reading list from my other blog and oddly the last post if all of them was from a year ago.  Fortunately I am totally used to weird in my life.  I even try to warn some people or reassure others (when something goes wrong in an unheard of way that they didn't do anything wrong.  I'm like....font worry about it.  It's normal for me.

Motivate

I have lots I want to do but am so tired.  Spook physically exhausted. I Need to train maggie.to let herself  out as well as feed herself.  I may need to go to Wal-Mart and pick up some burger and rice.  Her tummy has been. Otnerinf?

Awww

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How to follow another blog.

It's been awhile so.....I don't know how to follow a new blog.  Like if I like someone comments on another post.  And since I don't see a FOLLOW button...how can I follow someone and how can they follow me?  Can anyone help me?
Also....I see that I have a few peoples who look at or read  my posts on occasion.  Seems like some of the comments I post so not show up.   Could someone please leave a comment, even it'd  to say. "Boring."  I want to see if I can receive comments.  Thanks.

Vacation Home

Owwww!  I have put this off too long.  Time to see the dentist.  Yup.  I've waited  so long that the dentist will he able to buy one huge vacation home!  And I will get to see just what my insurance covers.  If fact I'm not sure I have enough money to pay my portion.  New insurance.   It's not good being a widow once let alone twice.  Damn this tooth hurts!!!!!

Where have all the trees gone?

Our tree filled park is being upgraded.  That involves removing many of the.trees so they can put in a blacktop path for cyclists and a frisbee golf course, etc.
And many trees being  taken down in our old neighborhood.  Some are diseased, some dead and others just  because they shed their leaves in the fall.
They might as well tear out all the greenery and pour cement everywhere.

Damn!

L finally know  how to find this blog which includes my regular (previous) reading list but I won't  seem to be connected  to  those who used to read me.  What to d9?  Again, I will try to find old original blog on my laptop.

How can I do what I say?

I let my daughter move in with me.  She had no where else to go.  I told her, "No attempted suicides and no self harm or you cannot stay here.  And so .....she purposely made about 4 - 4 1/2 " by 1.5 " deeply dug scratches in her legs.  Then within the week she made more.  It is really hurting my heart but nothing I say makes a difference.  I feel sick to my stomach and it seems like I am hyper vigilance.  Ot is not good for either my physical and mental health.  I deserve to have a life.  Finally.  Ove been through so much shot in my life.  As her mom I hate to throw her out.  But then I am not doing what I said I would do.  My sister (a recovering alcoholic)
Says she is convinced my daughter is on drugs.  I want keep worrying about all this.  I can't keep beating my head against the wall.  It's gonna kill me.
So...i can only pray for her.  And I will also pray for myself that God will help me let go and put joy back in my heart.

Serendipity

Well I know how to find this blog now.  So.....

Surprises

Well this blog just popped up all on it's own!  I don't know which blog it is but I pray that it is my original blog.
If not you are looking at my newer fake blog.  By that I mean I started it when I couldn't find my real blog.  Problem is....i still had my original reading list but had lost all my followers.  Anyway..i don't know if anyone is able to see this but hugs and kisses to all of you.

Weirdness

I found my way here by ,chance.  I'm so confused.  I'm alive.  I still need to charge up my laptop to see if I can pull up my real blog.  I need to become a professional drinker.

Going in Circles

It took a swat team to help me find this blog.  Seriously.  This is one I started once when I couldn't find my real one.  I lost all the people I follow and those who follow me.  I think I can find it on my laptop.  I'm gonna try.♥️