Where have all the trees gone?

Our tree filled park is being upgraded.  That involves removing many of the.trees so they can put in a blacktop path for cyclists and a frisbee golf course, etc.
And many trees being  taken down in our old neighborhood.  Some are diseased, some dead and others just  because they shed their leaves in the fall.
They might as well tear out all the greenery and pour cement everywhere.

Damn!

L finally know  how to find this blog which includes my regular (previous) reading list but I won't  seem to be connected  to  those who used to read me.  What to d9?  Again, I will try to find old original blog on my laptop.

How can I do what I say?

I let my daughter move in with me.  She had no where else to go.  I told her, "No attempted suicides and no self harm or you cannot stay here.  And so .....she purposely made about 4 - 4 1/2 " by 1.5 " deeply dug scratches in her legs.  Then within the week she made more.  It is really hurting my heart but nothing I say makes a difference.  I feel sick to my stomach and it seems like I am hyper vigilance.  Ot is not good for either my physical and mental health.  I deserve to have a life.  Finally.  Ove been through so much shot in my life.  As her mom I hate to throw her out.  But then I am not doing what I said I would do.  My sister (a recovering alcoholic)
Says she is convinced my daughter is on drugs.  I want keep worrying about all this.  I can't keep beating my head against the wall.  It's gonna kill me.
So...i can only pray for her.  And I will also pray for myself that God will help me let go and put joy back in my heart.

Serendipity

Well I know how to find this blog now.  So.....

Surprises

Well this blog just popped up all on it's own!  I don't know which blog it is but I pray that it is my original blog.
If not you are looking at my newer fake blog.  By that I mean I started it when I couldn't find my real blog.  Problem is....i still had my original reading list but had lost all my followers.  Anyway..i don't know if anyone is able to see this but hugs and kisses to all of you.

Weirdness

I found my way here by ,chance.  I'm so confused.  I'm alive.  I still need to charge up my laptop to see if I can pull up my real blog.  I need to become a professional drinker.

Going in Circles

It took a swat team to help me find this blog.  Seriously.  This is one I started once when I couldn't find my real one.  I lost all the people I follow and those who follow me.  I think I can find it on my laptop.  I'm gonna try.♥️