Living in Pleasantville

I always wanted 5 kids, 4 boys then 1 girl.  I had one girl and then one boy.  If I'd had 5,  i bet at least 2 of them would love me. 

ARGh belp!

😓  what the hell is going on here?

Hmmm. This is weird.

Not sure what I'm doing.   Think I need to get my laptop out and see if it still works. 

It's been a long time.

Ok. It's been a long time.
Can't see what I'm writing.   And it's in big letters.  And now I can't figure out how to post.   Hmmm

Holidays

"...like the tears of a clown.  When there's no one around."

When umbrellas disappear.

I know I had at least 3.  They disappeared so I had purchased a really large one in a cool print/color.  Then one day I  tried to use it and it tried to kill me.  Seriously.  If nothing else.....I'm sure it was extremely hilarious to the people waiting inside.  Remember, this was one of those huge umbrellas.   I forgot about the wind.  I will never forget that again.  I got two more big ones and will be glad to have them when it rains.  If it's windy I will just get soaking wet cuz there's no way I want  my obituary to say....died by umbrella attack.

What is happening?

Well let's see.  I sure as hell don't  remember posting these posts!  It all sounds familiar but I know I didn't blog.  Wow.  My memory is really getting bad.

Tired and headache.

Breathing kinda tough.  Sleeping in bad position.  Bad dreams.  Always about my 1st and last husbands.  Cheating.   My dreams are always emotionally devastating.  It's 7am.  Dreary for now.

There's plenty I need/want to do around here.  Right now I'm trying to figure out how to remove my ceiling fan so I can change the light bulb.  And I'm working on cleaning my dishwasher because it's leaving film in at least half the dishes.  I googled it and almost all say it's due to powder detergent not fully disolving.  So i cleaned the dishwasher with vinegar as suggested.  We shall see.

WHITE. FINALLY!

I can't believe it.  We actually had snow!  Might have been only 5-6

Headache continued...

I forgot to go to sleep last night.  That's just stupid.  My C.O.P.D. has been bad too.  The cold and wind make it bad.  And.....i need to walk my dog a few times a day.  I know.  Boo-Hoo right?  What can I say?  It gets scary when ya can hardly breathe.

The Sinner.

Loving the new mini-series....The Sinner with Jessica Beil.  It's soooo good.
Weather has been beautiful lately but I'm still depressed.   I will say that I had a great day Wednesday.   Very productive.  I Need more days like that.
Autumn is coming and I have painting and yard work and some repairs....don't we all.
      Peace

Remind me. It's been awhile.

I am trying to get a blog back up.   Please remind me how to follow someone or add them to my reading list.  Thanks.

...Blow of mercy: What No One Talks About When They Recover From Anorexia*

...Blow of mercy: What No One Talks About When They Recover From Anorexia*

Argh!

Nope.  Wrong blog.

Where am I now?

It seems like I am at my long ago ORIGINAL blog.  Not sure how I got here but hope I can find it again.  And I see my regular people from like 2014.  We shall see.

1 YEAR

I finally found my reading list from my other blog and oddly the last post if all of them was from a year ago.  Fortunately I am totally used to weird in my life.  I even try to warn some people or reassure others (when something goes wrong in an unheard of way that they didn't do anything wrong.  I'm like....font worry about it.  It's normal for me.

Motivate

I have lots I want to do but am so tired.  Spook physically exhausted. I Need to train maggie.to let herself  out as well as feed herself.  I may need to go to Wal-Mart and pick up some burger and rice.  Her tummy has been. Otnerinf?

Awww

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How to follow another blog.

It's been awhile so.....I don't know how to follow a new blog.  Like if I like someone comments on another post.  And since I don't see a FOLLOW button...how can I follow someone and how can they follow me?  Can anyone help me?
Also....I see that I have a few peoples who look at or read  my posts on occasion.  Seems like some of the comments I post so not show up.   Could someone please leave a comment, even it'd  to say. "Boring."  I want to see if I can receive comments.  Thanks.

Vacation Home

Owwww!  I have put this off too long.  Time to see the dentist.  Yup.  I've waited  so long that the dentist will he able to buy one huge vacation home!  And I will get to see just what my insurance covers.  If fact I'm not sure I have enough money to pay my portion.  New insurance.   It's not good being a widow once let alone twice.  Damn this tooth hurts!!!!!

Where have all the trees gone?

Our tree filled park is being upgraded.  That involves removing many of the.trees so they can put in a blacktop path for cyclists and a frisbee golf course, etc.
And many trees being  taken down in our old neighborhood.  Some are diseased, some dead and others just  because they shed their leaves in the fall.
They might as well tear out all the greenery and pour cement everywhere.